Sometimes people just don't understand...

~Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself.


~ Just once I want someone to look at me right away and think I was beautiful.  Not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul, just me.  I want to walk in a room and light up, not blend.


~There is only one rain cloud in the sky...and it's raining on me.  Somehow I'm not surprised.


~ I wake up and think dreams are real.  I sleep so I don't have to feel.


~ Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.


~ I didn't want to admit it.  It was easier to lie.  Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.


~ I've learned it takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.


~ Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.



~ Why can't you just love me for who I am?


~ Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?  Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...


~ I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.


~ It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.  

~ I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything?  Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.