Todai i don't feel like want to talk ....and i feel so useless when everythin keep pressure me...maybe i 'm not strong enough to endure it..I still remember a book talked about emotional ..it's just remind me how hard i needa  be strong .and change my vision.Thanks for someone that who borrow to me.i will return when i have chance to meet you..it's was so stupid when i recall tht everytime quarrel with a lil small issue..i needa admit that the book had changed my mind .and my own thinking..In occasionally we won't appreciate something that we had.but eventually you might just realize how precious of it..I'm not intelligence girl like others..and even can says that i lack of knowledge..because i don't like want to study...that's why i was so playful in last time..i don't like wanna stay at home..but seriously i feel useless with a empty heart.i shouldn't waste my time anymore..after back from melbourne.Everything change again..i know i shuld go thru all of it..i don't even wanna repeat those foolish life again..i try hard to get what i want..i want give my family the best thing in life...I don't know what's the best thing actually..but at least i want them always be happy...As usual, i get to challenge my life once again.i shouldn't like a kid anymore..i will try my best to control my emotional and everyting that i can do well..Please SMILE CAREN...Everything will be alright...Tomorrow will be fine...I believe in FAITH..Love you my life..Chill..