指望

怕不怕被拒绝 
怕不怕被省略 
你怕不怕被沦落在宿命中妥协 
当真爱宣告残缺 
骄傲的玫瑰成一片一片枯萎 
尽管你抱歉 忏悔 
真心一旦坠跌就不能飞 
别指望我谅解 别指望我体会 
爱不是点头就能挽回 
快乐或伤悲没什么分别 
心碎到终点会迎刃而解 
别指望我谅解 别指望我体会 
爱不是注定要甜蜜的缺 
太多的是非 来不及杜绝 
更不想依恋这残缺的美 
残缺的迂回 

Todai i don't feel like want to talk ....and i feel so useless when everythin keep pressure me...maybe i 'm not strong enough to endure it..I still remember a book talked about emotional ..it's just remind me how hard i needa  be strong .and change my vision.Thanks for someone that who borrow to me.i will return when i have chance to meet you..it's was so stupid when i recall tht everytime quarrel with a lil small issue..i needa admit that the book had changed my mind .and my own thinking..In occasionally we won't appreciate something that we had.but eventually you might just realize how precious of it..I'm not intelligence girl like others..and even can says that i lack of knowledge..because i don't like want to study...that's why i was so playful in last time..i don't like wanna stay at home..but seriously i feel useless with a empty heart.i shouldn't waste my time anymore..after back from melbourne.Everything change again..i know i shuld go thru all of it..i don't even wanna repeat those foolish life again..i try hard to get what i want..i want give my family the best thing in life...I don't know what's the best thing actually..but at least i want them always be happy...As usual, i get to challenge my life once again.i shouldn't like a kid anymore..i will try my best to control my emotional and everyting that i can do well..Please SMILE CAREN...Everything will be alright...Tomorrow will be fine...I believe in FAITH..Love you my life..Chill..

Falling Slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won


You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing it loud <3

结束.

他<->我. .

终于在彼此之间画上句点..当初很努力地挽回，耕耘...

回眸才发现当时的我们有多可笑，显然当下的我有多可悲..也许我再也不需要被你怜爱着..

原来有些事是等分开以后才知道答案..终于明白九个月里..我在你心中的分量..

从挣扎中得到最合适不过的解脱...然而最终我们还是不属于对方..我和你的一切,到此结束..

谢谢你，也摆脱你..别再偷偷地跑进来.。我无法再次承受那种的痛..也不想让这该死的“爱”复活..

我不想去爱你,也劝自己不去在乎，不再恨你..我总相信有天。当别人提起你时.我是微笑着的~